Just Some of My Thoughts…. Return to Love

Return to Love…

Just Some of My Thoughts... Fedora Loves Poetry 2018I have been quiet for a while because Fedora has been on her journey. Her journey of growth and freedom. I have learned much about myself and how loving myself before others helps to maintain your personal freedom. It becomes a part of you that no one can take.

A select few may be able to touch her there but cannot take HER away. To maintain a healthy love relationship, you must include time for self. Giving all of ourselves in any relationship depletes your soul. Self is your soul, your inner man, your third eye. If you deplete it, you begin to die. Love begins within self. A healthy love for self will allow you to love another in a healthy way.

Infinite Love Intertwines the Souls by FedoraI have returned to love after working on self. I am loving HIM again. It has brought out some wounds. I know that you want me to tell you that love in its self is perfect. But it is not, love has a negative side as well that allows pain. If you love another within your heart and soul, you will experience pain. Yours and theirs because you are infinitely connected, like the infinity symbol.

But this time I am facing what is being seen and accepted. Growing in love means being able to stand in the mirror. To understand that to get the best of someone’s heart and soul requires giving the best of self.  This requires that you face things when they show up, do not excuse the behavior, accept the truth about why it exists, and then release it.

Once you release it, do not pick it back up. It’s done. Learn how to grow from it not be stuck in it. You don’t want to be self-rooted in anything that will keep you from growing. As long as you can see your growth, your know you are living. When you are glowing and growing, then you know you are loving.

Returning to love has been scary for me, but it is showing me my true self. It shows me that I am tough, I am soft, I am peace, I am fire, I am confident, I am fearful, and I am grounded spiritually. I can finally use what I have learned to love openly, wisely and truly.

Fedora Loves You. Fedora Loves Poetry

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“Good Love” by 11:11


Do I ever cross your mind?
Even though I crossed the line?
Do you ever think ’bout me?

Yeah, I know we had good times
Baby, I was dumb and blind
To open my eyes and see…
Ooh yeah

There was good love, waiting for me
Too much, time and energy
On someone, that ain’t you
Ooh woah

There was good love, waiting for me
Too much, time and energy
On someone, that ain’t you
Woah

Do I ever cross your mind? (Cross your mind?)
Do you ever think ’bout me? (’bout me baby)

Yeah, I know we had good times (good times)
Dumb and blind (dumb and blind)
I just want only you lovin’ me
Ooh yeah, yeah

I just want that good love
Good love, baby
Good love, with you
I want it darling, you know I need it

I just want that good love
Good love, baby
Good love, with you

Yes, You May Love Me

Love is all that was needed
To bring me into your world
You open my eyes to a world
Filled with joy and peace

I miss you each time
We depart
But long to see your smile
Feel your touch
Like the first time

You give me what has been
For so long
Pieces I didn’t know
Were missing
Are Connected

I needed to know
Someone would stand
Even when it was hard
Not because of pity
But because love
Overwhelmed my heart

Opening my third eye
Sensing finally the beauty
That’s before me
The wisdom bestowed upon me
The love of spirit
That bonds us

Deep within the soul
Which suddenly realizes
Fear pushing
Love aside
Because the heart
Was dropped once before

It’s delicate condition
Prevented it from
Embracing all
That love brings

But today they stared
At each other
Eye to eye
Toe to toe
Until they reconciled

The heart opens
Love says hello
I’m here
She receives him
As she releases the
Anchor that bound her

I love you
I want you
I don’t want you
To leave
Yes, you may
Love me

Love’s Touch

I have a love
His touch springs up
Butterflies in my tummy
Just thinking about him
Brings a smile to my face

In my eyes he is wonderfully
And imperfectly made
His flaws are his crowns of glory
Shining through as he conquers them
For he is not his flaws
And they are not who he is

For nothing made so graciously created by God
With such a pure heart
Could ever be looked down upon

Make Me Feel (Full Song) | Season 1 by STAR Cast

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I never been in love before
Got me wishing, got me hoping it’s real
‘Cause I never had someone like you
No I never knew a love like you

[Verse 1]
Feeling crazy ’cause you know I care
Yeah, you the only one that take me there
Every second, every hour I’m fighting for air
Yeah, I can’t make this feeling disappear

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m starting to trust you it’s scary to know that the loving is strong
I gotta use caution can’t tell what’s right from wrong
It’s comes when you touch me boy you don’t know
But there’s something different with you lord knows

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I never been in love before
Got me wishing, got me hoping it’s real
‘Cause I never had someone like you
No I never knew a love like you

[Post-Chorus]
Oh whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa ahh
Oh whoa whoa ahh
La la la la la la la
La la la

[Verse 2]
Can’t you see that baby all I want is you-you-you
Ain’t nobody else can do the things you do-do-do
I’d go crazy if I ever were to loo-loo-lose
Yeah I’ve been loved, but I never felt love the way you love

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m starting to trust you it’s scary to know that the loving is strong
I gotta use caution can’t tell what’s right from wrong
Feel it when you touch me boy you don’t know
But there’s something different with you lord knows

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I never been in love before
Got me wishing, got me hoping it’s real
‘Cause I never had someone like you
No I never knew a love like you

[Post-Chorus]
Oh whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa ahh
Oh whoa whoa ahh
La la la la la la la
La la la

[Bridge]
Yeah, I think a bitch in love
You-you-you, you the only one I want
I don’t know what’s gotten into me
Got me slurring all up in my speech
You got every single part of me, part of me
If I let you in don’t you let me down
Never thought you’d be the one I wanna be around
Let me hear you say you love me
Let me hear you say it loud

I’ve been showing more affection
Damn it’s crazy how…

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I never been in love before
Got me wishing, got me hoping it’s real
‘Cause I never had someone like you
No I never knew a love like you

[Post-Chorus]
Oh whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa ahh
Oh whoa whoa ahh
La la la la la la la
La la la

Igniting the fire of Love to heal thy heart.

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