Passion Burns

I woke this morning
Thinking of you
Our last encounter
Your smile
Our passion
My submission
Our hearts

We spoke about
The things that
Excited our minds
We watched how
The other responded
We connected

I touched your skin
Felt it’s warmth
The spark turned
Into a fire
That led you
Our destination

Once there
You caressed
Admired
Spanked
The soft part
Of my arse

As you began
Your quest
To please
To satisfy
To gratify
The passion
That burns inside us

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Letting Go

Letting Go by Fedora
Meet Me Halfway by Aquasixio

We care more than we thought we were going to. We did more than anticipated and now we face each other realizing that it is time to stop or reevaluate what we are doing. But letting go is not an easy thing to do. No it is hard. There is no argument, no hurt feelings, no disagreement quite the contrary we are in agreement that we must move on. Only doing so is much harder than anticipated. The string is very long and reaches so far into the depths of our being.

I said the right words and made all the right gestures but when it came time to actually act on it. I chickened out and wanted to hold on tighter. Why was my heart so weak? Why is it overriding what my mind says? This has happened before. We have been at this point a few times. Thus begins a cycle of in and out moments as we struggle to find out what it all means in the grand scheme of things.

So I stand up again, this time ready to go the distance and end this now. It stops here today by this water with the wind whispering in our ears the answer to it all. Today we hear what truth has been saying all along. Today everything seems clear and uncluttered. Yet we only draw closer instead of farther apart. When the time draws closer to us departing we are glued to each other bound by our hearts. Touching, kissing, and hugging. This is not how you end things! Every time we try to end things we only get closer.

Nature of Us

His Love for Us by Fedora
US by AquaSixio

His words speak LIFE
Igniting my passion
He departs wisdom
Which leads the way
Towards destiny

His lips find my hands
His eyes watch me sleep
While his kisses fall lightly on my skin
In my sleep

He cares for me
Ensuring all my needs are met
When I am in his presence
His face lights up
His world lifts
He carries the  weight effortlessly

He shares his world
He shares his passion
He shares his heart
Despite the pain
Which is not easily erased

He loves
He gives
The best parts he has
Just to show
The true nature of Us

Hear My Call – Jill Scott

She pulled this directly from the depths of my heart and spirit. Never has a song so accurately described this state that I currently exist in. So I had to give you the words written directly from her heart and spirit.  

–Fedora

 

“Hear my Call” by Jill Scott

Here I am again asking questions,
Waiting to be moved.
I am so unsure of my perception,
What I thought I knew I don’t seem to
Where is the turn so I can get back to what I believe in?
Back to the old me and

God, please hear my call.
I am afraid for me.
Love has burned me raw
I need your healing
Please, please, please.

I am such a fool
How did I get here?
Played by all the rules
Then they changed
I am but a child to your vision
Standing in the cold and the rain
Lost here in the dark
I can’t see my foot to take a step,
What is happening?
Oh, this hurts so bad. I can hardly breathe.
I just want to leave so…

God, please hear my call.
I am afraid for me.
Love has burned me raw
I need your healing
Please,
God, please hear my call.
I am afraid for me.
Love has burned me raw
I need your healing
Please, please, oh, please, please.

God please hear my call.
I am afraid.
Love has turned me cold,
I need your healing.
Please, please, please, please, please, please.